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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Vocals
Calvin Lauber
Calvin Lauber
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Producer
Calvin Lauber
Calvin Lauber
Recording Engineer
Collin Pastore
Collin Pastore
Additional Engineer
James Glaves
James Glaves
Additional Engineer
Nick Carpenter
Nick Carpenter
Additional Engineer
Craig Silvey
Craig Silvey
Mixing Engineer
Dani Spragg
Dani Spragg
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Greg Calbi
Greg Calbi
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Blackout on a weekday Is there something that I'm trying to avoid? Start asking for forgiveness in advance All the future things I will destroy That way I can ruin everything When I do, you don't get to act surprised When it finally gets to be too much I always told you you could leave at any time Until then, I'll split the difference Between medicine and poison Take what I can get away with While it burns right through my stomach I'm telling my own fortune Something I cannot escape I can see where this is going But I can't find the brake Knocked out on a weekend Would you hit me this hard if I were a boy? See, I don't need you to defend me 'Cause it's just the sort of thing that I enjoy Took the fall, I draw a hard line When I cross it, it's the third time Say my own name in the mirror And when nobody appears Say it's not so cut and dry Oh, it isn't black and white What if it's all black, baby All the time? All the time All the time All the time
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