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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Julien Baker
Vocals
Calvin Lauber
Programming
Lucy Dacus
Background Vocals
Phoebe Bridgers
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Julien Baker
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Julien Baker
Producer
Calvin Lauber
Recording Engineer
Craig Silvey
Mixing Engineer
Dani Spragg
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Greg Calbi
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
We took the forty down to
Visit the family, and I
Told you, the only kin I knew
Was who I could see from the gurney
I used to think about myself
Like I was a talented liar
Turns out that all my friends were
Trying to do me a favor
I always want to tell the truth
But it never seems like the right time
To be serious enough
I'm sorry, I'm making myself cry
How long do I have until
I've spent up everyone's goodwill?
Sat on the hood, out all night
Trying to scrape together change
You pulled a moth out from the grill of your truck
Saying "It's a shame"
How come it's so much easier
With anything less than human?
Letting yourself be tender
Well, you couldn't make me do it
It doesn't feel too bad, but it
Doesn't feel too good either
Just like a nicotine patch, it
Hardly works, then it's over
Who put me
In your way to find?
What right had you
Not to let me die?
Ooh, but did I even know
What I was asking for?
If I had my way
I'd have missed you more
Than you missed me
You missed me
You missed me
You missed me
Writer(s): Julien Baker
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