Smoke & Mirrors (feat. Kingdom of Giants)

Why so condescending I'm done pretending It's all fake Might have always been Your lies sting and I'm descending I can't keep bending Or I'll break Crumble from within Illuminate this dark place where I find myself Before it's too late It's nearly too late You're fading to obscurity Why do I keep on clinging to these memories of you and me It's smoke and mirrors but I can't leave I keep on giving but you deceive A fleeting illusion that keeps on evading me Why do I believe in what I cannot see I guess it's all for nothing I guess it's all for nothing Please hate me cause this apathy is killing me Please hurt me cause at least it's gonna make me feel Right now I can't tell the hardest part Letting go or let it consume my heart Please fight me cause this apathy is ending me Please break me cause at least I could begin to heal Cause I cannot tell the hardest part You could have let me know right from the start It's smoke and mirrors but I can't leave I keep on giving but you deceive A fleeting illusion that keeps on evading me Why do I believe in what I cannot see I guess it's all for nothing I guess it's all for nothing You keep running away, running away, from this war You should mean nothing to me, nothing to me, anymore I feel I'm rotting away, rotting away, to the core But you've got nothing to say, why do I stay, closing doors Please hate me cause this apathy is killing me Please hurt me cause at least it's gonna make me feel Please leave cause it's the only way that I can heal It's smoke and mirrors but I can't leave I keep on giving but you deceive A fleeting illusion that keeps on evading me Why do I believe in what I cannot see I guess it's all for nothing I guess it's all for nothing I guess it's all for nothing I guess it's all for nothing