Used to the Fall

(Leave me alone, just leave me alone) Trying to stand here, pretending that I'm really okay When I know inside that the hope is gone Is like sitting all alone at 5:00 a.m. in a hotel room, when the coke's gone I hold onto pain sometimes, lit up by the faith of my fire Too old to be chasing these highs, when a first line is the only good ride 'Cause soon or later, all the curtains gon' close, and the stage gon' fade to black coal And everything that you ever dreamed of will be running right out the back door Wake up at sundown, hands up, get gunned down By myself I'm my own worst enemy A victim to the chains of my own stupidity One day, life's bitter like Xanax Next day, tastes sweet like an Adderall Maybe I hurt myself, 'cause I'd rather feel pain than feel nothing at all I hate coming down (down, down, down) Touching my feet on the ground (ground, ground) But man, I'm used to the fall But don't put your trouble on me (on me) I got enough of that weighing on me (on me) Already got enough demons I feed (I feed) Man, leave me alone to just breathe I hate coming down (leave me alone, yeah, leave me alone, hey) Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone) Life seems like it's just about me losing everything that I never wanted in the first place 'Til I slip and get attached, then the devil takes it back, and it hurts in the worst way I've been stabbed in the back so much that I can't ever trust nobody I've been cut to the heart so many times that I can't love nobody Maybe I'm damaged goods Half the time, misunderstood All the shoulds, all the coulds Can't stop the hatchet when it hits the wood And you can talk up fit, you can cuss, you can spit, you can dig my grave (my grave) But you ain't putting no debt on a man that done spent life beneath these weight (these weight) One day, life's bitter like Xanax (Xanax) Next day, tastes sweet like an Adderall Maybe I hurt myself, 'cause I'd rather feel pain than feel nothing at all I hate coming down (down, down, down) Touching my feet on the ground (ground, ground) But man, I'm used to the fall But don't put your trouble on me (on me) I got enough of that weighing on me (on me) Already got enough demons I feed (I feed) Man, leave me alone to just breathe I hate coming down (leave me alone, yeah, leave me alone, hey) Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone) (Hey-hey, hey-ey) (Hey-hey, hey-ey) (Hey-hey, hey-ey) (Hey-hey, hey-ey) But don't put your trouble on me (on me) I got enough of that weighing on me (on me) Already got enough demons I feed (I feed) Man, leave me alone to just breathe I hate coming down (leave me alone, yeah, leave me alone, hey) Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone) Just leave me alone Just leave me alone Leave me alone (leave me alone, yeah, leave me alone, hey) Just leave me alone (hey-ey)