Tryouts

Drawn to the flame like a moth Even when it grew cold, even when I had doubts I thought we were cut from the same cloth I thought we were teammates, turns out I never even made it past tryouts I always suspect that I won't make the cut Broke the habit of running far from the fear I kept all the evidence on loop in my head That I'd earned a spot, but I should've been preppin' instead I tried to make it easy for you to play a part I tried to make it difficult for you to break my heart You made it look so easy, made it look so easy, was it easy for you? You made it look so easy, made it look so easy, was it easy for you? I warned you in June I warned you in June If I could ask myself at thirteen She would remind me This is why you don't try This will happen every time Every nice thing is a lie Only say hello if you're prepared to say goodbye I tried to make it easy to let me play a part (Give me a sign that at some point you cared about me) (In my dreams I accept your apology) I tried to make it difficult for you to break my heart (Felt understood but now I feel disposable) (Thought somethin clicked but I guess it's supposable) But I made it so Easy, it was so easy, it was so easy, it was So easy, it was so easy, it was so easy (Give me a sign that at some point you cared about me) (In my dreams I accept your apology) It was so easy, it was so easy, it was so Easy, it was so easy, it was so easy, it was (Felt understood but now I feel disposable) (Thought somethin clicked but I guess it's supposable) Whoa it was so easy Whoa it was so easy Whoa you could almost do it by mistake I wish I hadn't made myself so easy to break Why'd I make it so Easy, it was so easy, it was so easy, it was (Give me a sign that at some point you cared about me) (In my dreams I accept your apology) So easy, it was so easy, it was so easy (Felt understood but now I feel disposable) (Thought somethin clicked but I guess it's supposable) It was so easy, it was so easy, it was so (Give me a sign that at some point you cared about me) (In my dreams I accept your apology) Easy, it was so easy, it was so easy (Felt understood but now I feel disposable) (Thought somethin clicked but I guess it's supposable)