Guest Room

I've got a job in the city I've got a house with a guest room I don't know who's there Got a person that loves me She hates the way that I talk, I smoke, I stare I'm a king in a castle I'm the ghost in the corner, holes cut out in the sheet I'm about to be thirty I'm dead and I'm gone, that's alright with me Just give me something to live for (Oh) Give me something to do when I turn out the light So hard being honest (Oh) But I'll try Everything's fine right now, everything's fine I am storming the castle I am turning my head hundred eighty degrees My whole body is hurting I am burning my last will and testimony Calling friends from high school Telling people I love them they don't know my name Writing songs for my parents They've always been there for me hope that I do the same (Ah) Just give me something to live for (Oh) Give me something to do when I turn out the light So hard being honest (Oh) But I'll try Everything's fine right now, everything's I got something to live for (Oh) I got someone to talk to at the end of the night Just trying to be honest (Oh) Figure out all the things that make me feel alright I'm gonna go to a party (Oh) Take drugs from strangers (Oh) Black out in the kitchen (Oh) Wake up in the guest room