Abandon You

I know the seasons are changing now But I still hear the sound of you walking away When all you're feeling is overwhelmed Don't make a habit to abandon yourself There's something different There's shortness in your breath We keep getting stuck here Tell me it's not self destructive In the middle of this mess Your hearts still pounding in your chest The corners of my eyes would bleed Before I chose to see What you want me to see As if I barely exist The words were crystal clear And now they stop making sense This pain is relentless Relentless It's becoming concentric Concentric I know the seasons are changing now But I still hear the sound of you walking away When all you're feeling is overwhelmed Don't make a habit to abandon yourself I know the seasons are changing now But I still hear the sound of you walking away When all you're feeling is overwhelmed Don't make a habit to abandon yourself Intrusive thoughts seem black and white And yet they swallow me whole But with a flicker of light Every single cell will decompose You thought there was nothing The water runs so dry It starts to burn your skin Believe what they tell you until There's just nothing It always ends It's always nothing