Hand Me Down

Have you ever felt so lost within? Like you don't even belong in your own skin Like you're the broken puzzle piece That doesn't fit in anywhere 'Cause no one cares So many nights I lie awake Wondering why nobody stays I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I open up, I get replaced Like who I am is a mistake I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I've been running on this lonely road But no matter where I go I'm never home Some days I'd rather be anyone but who I am Just an afterthought that no one cares to understand Wish I could see it in myself Why I'm impossible to love Why I'm not enough So many nights I lie awake Wondering why nobody stays I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I open up, I get replaced Like who I am is a mistake I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I've been running on this lonely road But no matter where I go Do I choose denial? Embrace this downward spiral? It gets so hard to face the truth When your reality's a noose What good's survival When everything feels final? There's nothing quite like this abuse Of feeling like I have no use Stuck in a life no one would choose So many nights I lie awake Wondering why nobody stays I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I open up, I get replaced Like who I am is a mistake I'm just a hand me down I'm just a hand me down I've been running on this lonely road But no matter where I go I'm never home