Benadryl and Cough Syrup

Don't tell me that you never really liked me I know that shits fake Just like your family Sixteen and were still too young to have Black lungs and twisted tongues But Your craving company that you'll never have Seems so fake but it's cause your too sad You need help but you won't admit it You cover it up using Benadryl and cough syrup Saw you in the woods last night Drinking away till your feelings die You been So numb from hiding it all And it's been a few months since you've had a withdraw And Hold on now Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Hold on now Dissociative behavior won't stop Hoped to get away before my eyes drop And you Tried to get help but it didn't work So you gave up popped another perk Outside for the first time since last week Hatted it so much cause everything looks bleak Constantly in my head thinking bout you Hope you find a way you can get through this Hold on now Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Hold on now Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Do I even miss you Do I even miss you Or do I just miss what I thought I could have Hold on now