I Wish It Was the Summer Time (False Hope)

Take me as I am I can't stand the way I am Maybe it's fake maybe it's false I can't stand all this false hope Trapping in the trap car, running on drugs Seeing a police car starting to fuck things up I won't wait any longer You are telling me it's not September It's October now and it's getting kinda cold November's coming and I'm feeling kinda old New friends telling me to just let go But December's here and I'm full of false hope I can't stand the way you feel Maybe it's hard for me to deal with all the anger I'm coming up the ladder Was I too stupid to tell you that I loved you in the past I'm still stuck on all the laughs we had Oh and I wish it was the summertime And your not me when your feeling fine I stopped caring While you stopped waiting Is it too hard for me to face it now I'd break my bones just to break your fall Can I please pay attention My mind needs resting Is it too realistic Of course, it's nihilistic I'm not afraid of being pessimistic As long as your still egotistic I can't stand the way you feel Maybe it's hard for me to deal with all the anger I'm coming up the ladder Was I too stupid to tell you that I loved you in the past I'm still stuck on all the laughs we had Oh and I wish it was the summertime And your not me when your feeling fine