Insecure

There's something I still hold in I'm too ashamed to show it But I feel like I'm never enough And I fear I'll mess everything up I'm haunted by the notion That all our doors are closing Do you lie awake thinking of us Or were we made just to crumble to dust? My heart bleeds heaven But you leave me questioning If I'll bleed out on the floor Oh Self-doubts relentless Leaving me defenseless All my demons take control What if I told you All of my flaws that I can't ignore? Would you laugh in my face, would you slam the door? What if I told you? It's not supposed to But it kills me to think that you call me yours When I know deep down you deserve much more Oh, I'm so insecure I'm holding out but hopeless A deep sea of emotions I break down 'cause I bottle it up But I'm learning to learn how to trust My heart bleeds heaven But you leave me questioning If I'll bleed out on the floor Oh My head feels restless From the constant pressure Check my feelings at the door What if I told you All of my flaws that I can't ignore? Would you laugh in my face, love like before? What if I told you? It's not supposed to But it kills me to think that you call me yours When I know deep down you deserve much more Oh, I'm so insecure What if I told you All of my flaws that I can't ignore? Would you laugh in my face, would you slam the door? What if I told you? It's not supposed to But it kills me to think that you call me yours When I know deep down you deserve much more Oh, I'm so insecure