I Don't Really Want This Anymore

Sitting here all alone on my phone Acting composed and shit Distant and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around it Invite me over, now we're sober Usually you don't go for girls like me Your friends are asking if we'll last and now you're acting Too cool for me I don't really want this anymore It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored Wish I'd have hit refresh Seen you're obsessed with protecting that ego, damn Bigging up your chest Think I'm blessed in your presence I know You say how much you love my touch But usually you don't go for girls like me Kinda fucked up, lust over love, I know I'm just your Church girl fantasy I don't really want this anymore It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored I don't really want you anymore Feel like I was better off before I don't really want this anymore It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored I don't really want you anymore Feel like I was better off before