Astatos

A collection of broken bones inside my lonely skin I am no longer who I was once Every thought is a rotten house that I am locked within Where is the key where is the crowbar I withstand myself to cut these ropes that keep me in place that keep me standing I am frozen, eyes wide shut And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me) Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I) I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind It comes in waves and it leaves me shaking into the day Astatos you old betrayer Like setting sails even if I know that I am a cast away Cast away And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me) Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I) I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind And turn my inner tyrant blind Inhale, exhale until my lungs collapse I scream my name out loud to not forget it Surrender Ha! Ha! See the faceless laughing at me While they keep ripping apart what is left deep inside of me And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence And I try to find sleep but i lose myself over the silence (the silence in me) Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I) I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall Why can't I leave my memories behind and turn my inner tyrant blind And turn my inner tyrant blind Fighting I against I against I I'll leave my memories behind And turn my inner tyrant blind