Cultivated

It's a fixation I'm cultivated now It's not what I love But what you won't allow You're asking for a promise I can't keep You like to see me on my knees Begging for the silence When you scream I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't Under the surface The water fills my lungs This ground I worship Has swallowed up its young And you'll kill for a promise I can't keep Just like a game of hide and seek The secrets in the silence when you scream I'm sinkin' down to the depths of the ocean I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't The secrets in the silence How could I have been so unaware? (The secrets in the silence) You only tie me down to cut my hair (the secrets in the silence) But now I'm waking from the silence, when you scream I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean Hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean Hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't Sinking down to the depths of the ocean I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love If I let go of it all I could leave But I know I won't