Haircut

The sunlight speckles through trees across the road Oh, I get white spots in my vision, so I blink them out Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name I've spent ten years in my head trying to be someone And if it seems like I'm unsure of myself, that's the reason Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name Got a haircut, I tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So, I'm starting here Something's different when I see myself I can't explain it all away, oh, I hate the way I compensate I keep running circles in my head What could there be left to say? I ask myself that everyday Oh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift It doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name Got a haircut, and tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So, I'm starting here Right here