Head Above

Pack all my things, it's time to go Filling my car with everything Leaving to stop the bleeding Calling my dad, I'm coming home, home I said goodbye at 17 How could it ever be the same Four hours to feel and then forget I promised I'd never cry again My legs start the motion While my head is in the ocean Ash rolls off the hillside And I loathe the gift of hindsight What did you think would happen You turned my fear into a weapon How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending You just say it in the morning I can't sleep, this is getting boring I don't have to listen to this Unless you are gonna tell me sorry My legs start the motion While my head is in the ocean (head is in the ocean) Ash rolls off the hillside And I loathe the gift of hindsight What did you think would happen You turned my fear into a weapon How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending I can see that it's changing me to something I don't wanna be So I'm leaving My legs start the motion My head is in the ocean I felt this before, why can't I control my emotions? What did you think would happen? You turned my fear into a weapon How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending Yeah, I can see this getting better when I'm older And I, still I love you if you ask me And it's been years since I have known what that means