easy

No one word, a keepsake Don't wanna hold the key The stories that I told you Sweet words you spoke to me You hoped that I'd stay here in the city You asked me not to leave You alone, so I listened 'Til you forgot your misery You tell me that I'm easy You say I seem "so free" But I'm frightened to make you feel Like others have made me I always keep it quiet I'll sit up on the shelf No real desire spoken And I deny myself 'Cause I am so easy 'Cause I'm always easy Didn't hear from you this weekend And I know what that means You don't know how you feel about her But I know it hurts me And when you say you saw her I ask you how she's been And you don't wanna talk about it And I wanna let you win 'Cause I am so easy 'Cause I'm always easy Is my love worth something? 'Cause it don't feel so free Always loving everyone In love, I expect nothing And I hate to sing it like this But that's what they tell me I hope that I can fix it I can't forever be The one who's always easy Why am I always easy? Don't wanna be so easy Stop telling me I'm easy