Numb

Maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I don't wanna be loved Wanna be loved, wanna be loved And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be In a different life, a different world, a different page With a different mind, a different name 'Cause all these bad days turn to bad weeks And the bad weeks turn to bad months And the bad thoughts got you on edge of the rooftop But you can't jump, just stuck, yeah None of my friends are feelin the same, they're so blessed And happy in their skin, but I'm just so uncomfortable in mine I'm probably just wound too tight, but look Take your pick, what you prefer? Broken bones, or broken hearts, or broken homes Don't know what's worse So let me sink Or put me on too many pills to let me think I'm fallin' in, another night alone with all these songs again Just waiting for the storm to pass Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it But I think that's just things they say And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run? I used to think I wanted out, but Maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I don't wanna be loved Wanna be loved, wanna be loved And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be Locked in my room Anything take me away from reality They said you gotta take bad with the good But I guess that I'm not very good at the balancing Lookin' around at these people, so easily Dealing with life on a practical level like Why the fuck can't I just learn to be normal? And really what's normal, like what's it resemble? A waste of potential, they think that I'm hopeless And I'm just surprised there's someone that noticed me Out of the fire the heart is still broken I'm so fuckin' tired of everyone knowing it Holdin' in all of these feelings until I'm about to explode and spend Every moment just counting the seconds until I'm back alone I just keep waiting for the storm to pass Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it But I think that's just things they say And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run? I used to think I wanted out, but Maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I don't wanna be loved Wanna be loved, wanna be loved And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be (Maybe I just wanna be) (Maybe I just wanna be numb) (Wanna be numb, wanna be numb) (Maybe I just wanna be numb) (Wanna be numb, wanna be numb) And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I don't wanna be loved Wanna be loved, wanna be loved Maybe I just wanna be numb Wanna be numb, wanna be numb And maybe I just wanna be