This One Is for You (RIP Dad)

Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming What do I do when you can't hear? What do I do when you not here? Everything seems to disappear Now it's gone into the thin air Dad, can you maybe hear me? I've been calling your name now They said you were up in the clouds But I need you now, can you come down? I done made some friends And I done made me some enemies No, I know this ain't the end of me Without you there is no energy I don't know where moms is Really wish you would come home Last girl broke my damn heart And then she broke it right through these damn bones See dad, I'm just growing up I wish you was here to show me stuff 'Cause I know that it's not enough You taught me hate and then you showed me love Right now I don't got the trust Right now I don't got the love And suicide always in my mind when I sit here and think I'm not enough I feel so much of that passion And lines is full of that strain But when I just rap to these broken kids and sits and get with the pain, man Man, these kids even they sing, and they don't know what they did for me They give me confidence, and they help me out with the inner me, goddamn