A Heart Full of Pain

Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamer finally wake up Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin' Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin' Yeah Welcome back to my life Say hello to all these fake emotions Hiding under a broken disguise If you see me smiling just ignore that 'Cause I know that I'm dying inside I'm broken again and this time Love, friends and pills won't take away all this pain All I've been trying to do is survive this wave A wave full heart attacks and emotions Loving this girl was a fucking mistake My life was already a mess Thanks to her for throwing everything away Wasted the energy I had with her Beautiful times that I'll never regret All the flirts and goodnight messages Are stuck in my heart and my head But it just hurts me to see her go away Shit, it kills me to see her so happy with all of her friends When I can barely enjoy 5 minutes without think of her I'm always at home trying to overcome All these demons inside of my head That's something she'll never understand I'm broken and depressed And I know she happy without me Man, I swear to god If I could just rewind time And fix all the mistakes I made I Promise my life would be straight But never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart This shit fucking killed me mentally and emotionally broke me apart So never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart Why does it always have to be The nicest people that get hurt the most Why? just why?