Red Lines

I probably shouldn't have been that vulnerable with you Because you were all I knew Take a tab and I'm running on empty Death wish and I'm sure I have plenty Stay strong, no sleep, someone help me My brains still running on empty (Hurts everyday) Saw the shower rain red lines Couldn't get her off my mind Already tried white lines Think I need someone who went through mud See the shower drip in blood I need love and not these drugs Lucy made my head a flood Need someone who went through mud See the shower drip in blood I need love and not these drugs All I need is an honest hug Stay strong no sleep Lucy will I ever eat Is there trauma underneath she asked me (Sit down) (Cry hard) (I'm holding my heart) I'm sorry I loved you with all my heart But I Think I need someone who went through mud See the shower drip in blood I need love and not these drugs Lucy made my head a flood Need someone who went through mud See the shower drip in blood I need love and not these drugs All I need is an honest hug Take a tab and I'm running on empty Death wish and I'm sure I have plenty Stay strong, no sleep, someone help me My brains still running on empty Hurts everyday since I Held myself so tight Never gonna feel right Shower raining red lines