Blowing Away

When I look around, I can't help but see All the things I can't stand in me Got everything all figured out For everybody else but me Spending too much time alone In my head and in my home Staring out my bedroom door How long will I long for more? Ain't nowhere to run this time No one else's fault but mine In the mess that I have made Barely know myself these days I can't seem to fill The shoes I've been walking in I can't even feel the truth underneath my skin I'm lost in the wind Blowing away Blowing away Blowing away Blowing away The worst of all, my deepest fears Are coming to the surface The voices in between my ears Are questioning my purpose Saying that I'm not enough And maybe I deserve it I ain't the greatest person, always I try to color inside of the lines By just following all of the signs I try to carry them in my soul But sometimes I let them go When I can't seem to fill The shoes I've been walking in, oh I can't even feel the truth underneath my skin I'm lost in the wind Blowing away I'm stuck with my sorrows With no act to follow But I'm praying for it (I'm praying for it) I let people borrow My heart when it's hollow And I'm paying for it (I'm paying for it) I wish I could keep on dreaming 'Cause when I'm asleep I don't feel pain But I'd rather wake up feeling Before I just let it all go Blowing away Blowing away Blowing away Blowing away