Sidelines

I'm not afraid of anything at all Not dying in a fire, not being broke again I'm not afraid of living on a fault line 'Cause nothing ever shakes me nothing makes me cry Not a plane going down In the ocean, I'm drowning Watch the world from the sidelines Had nothing to prove 'Til you came into my life Gave me something to lose Now I know what it feels like To wanna go outside Like the shape of my outline I'm not afraid of going back to school I gave it up the first time, but I'll try again I'm not afraid of getting older Used to fetishize myself now I'm talking to my house plants Not of being alone In a room full of people Watching the world from the sidelines Had nothing to prove 'Til you came into my life Gave me something to lose Now I know what it feels like To wanna go outside Like the shape of my outline And I used to think You could hear the ocean in a seashell What a childish thing!