I am a paint by numbers
But I don't have the key
I think I'm just an outline
Of who I'm supposed to be
I just wanna feel seen
I don't wanna be perceived
Eat my feelings
Smash my phone
Say "I hate you" to my mom
I don't know who that just was
My toolbox is so rusty
I left it in the rain
Can't tell if I'm just lazy
Or if this numbness is really pain
I just wanna feel seen
I don't wanna be perceived
Eat my feelings
Smash my phone
Say "I hate you" to my mom
I don't know who that just was
Skipping breakfast, say I'm fine
And they believe me every time
I'm always dancing on this line
I'm always dancing on this line
I scoop out
My insides once a week
Finding other faces
To craft my identity
Eat my feelings
Smash my phone
Say "I hate you" to my mom
I don't know who that just was
Break a dish, slam a door
Smash my face against the wall
Don't wanna know who that just was
Don't wanna know
I'm always dancing on this line
Forever dancing on this line
