Hospital Beds

I kinda wanna crash my car so I can call you up Cry into the phone and hope that you don't call my bluff Make believing tragedies to lie to you about I don't think that I would do it But does the thought still count? Cuz I manipulate myself I manipulate myself Daydreams of hospital beds Guilt you into loving me again Daydreams of hospital beds (Love me like pretend) Want something different Make my life a little interesting Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds (Love me like pretend) I think I may have issues with self sabotage Cuz I know that you're a dick but I still wanna take your clothes off Honestly I think that I've been screaming to the void Just praying for an angry text or something I can hold And I manipulate myself Daydreams of hospital beds Guilt you into loving me again Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds (Love me like pretend) Want something different Make my life a little interesting Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds I wanna punch you in the gut Allegedly, not actually But actually I'm bored So I kinda wanna call you But I shouldn't, No I shouldn't And if my house burnt down Or my dog died Or I accidentally drove off the side of Highway 99 Would you be there? No you wouldn't, No you wouldn't And I manipulate myself Daydreams of hospital beds Guilt you into loving me again Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds (Love me like pretend) Want something different Make my life a little interesting Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds (Love me like pretend) Daydreams of hospital beds Hospital beds Hospital beds