I try to keep my secrets from the night

Inches from the edge, I'm paralyzed

If I fall from here, will I survive?

Feel like I can finally breathe a sigh

I was wrong and you were always right

My regrets are eating me alive

Shame is such a nasty parasite

I know I'm not alright

It's like you can't hear me screaming

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die, to die)

It's like you can't hear me screaming

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

Time slippin' through your fingers like a knife

Grasp 'til your knuckles turn to white

Dig yourself a hole and crawl inside

It's just me and my demons here

With all the time and love I wasted

You never cared, let's face it

Existing's overrated

It's useless trying to save it

I don't know why I can't fix myself, just tell me

'Cause I'm not alright

It's like you can't hear me screaming

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

It's like you can't hear me screaming

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

So cut the cord and turn it off

I just want this all to stop

I can't be the hero that you need

So arm the bomb and set it off

Face the music, all is lost

I'm still running from yesterday

It's like you can't hear me screaming

Paralyzed and comatose

(I'm screaming, I'm screaming, like I'm screaming, I'm screaming)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost

It's like you can't hear me screaming (feels like I'm screaming)

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost (surround my ghost, my ghost)

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die alone?)

It's like you can't hear me screaming (feels like I'm screaming)

Paralyzed and comatose

(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die?)

And as I float through the ceiling

Butterflies surround my ghost (surround my ghost, my ghost)

(I take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)

(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die alone?)