Broken

She told me that it's over Says we've drifted apart After everything I told her She drove off in a car To another place, just not to face it She left her clothes on the floor and I'm aching You'd hold it all together, now Each day, each week I'm getting further along I'm fine at work But lose it when I get home And see the photos of us on the walls that we took And it hurts The bed gets colder Every morning I still wanna hold ya And keep you on my mind If I could afford to be happy for you then I would But I can't win, I'm still broken You're my first thought and my last one too 'Cause everything that's in between, just leads me back to you If I could afford to be happy for you, then I would But I can't win, I'm still broken She told me that she needs this Says she's stuck in a rut It can't be the only reason 'Cause she's still calling me up To ask if I can drive her home at night Her phone will die, can't decide to decline or to brave it You need to hold it all together, now Each day, each week I'm getting further along I'm fine at work But lose it when I get home And see the photos of us on the walls that we took And it hurts The bed gets colder Every morning I still wanna hold ya And keep you on my mind If I could afford to be happy for you then I would But I can't win, I'm still broken You're my first thought and my last one too 'Cause everything that's in between, just leads me back to you If I could afford to be happy for you then I would But I can't win, I'm still broken Now I'm tearing out my heart, just to give you all you want And I don't need this lump in my throat (I don't need this lump in my throat) I wish I could be proud to be happy for you now But it's way too soon to let you go (to let you go) The bed gets colder Every morning I still wanna hold ya And keep you on my mind If I could afford to be happy for you then I would But I can't win, I'm still broken You're my first thought and my last one too 'Cause everything that's in between, just leads me back to you If I could afford to be happy for you then I would (I would) But I can't win, I'm still broken