I've always found light in dark places
I've always found god in the graceless
I only think about it when I'm wasted
But it's the only way that I can fucking face it
Never mind you don't meet the basics
My days with you are always the days best spent
If I get caught I know I can fake it
It's easy cause I know we won't make it
And I
Lie
Everyday
To myself
Sometimes
It's okay
For my health
Can't seriously say I don't want this
But I can seriously say I don't want you
Most the time I'm just trying to focus
Most the time my life is a goddamn mess
Third times the charm
Third time still missed
Third times the charm
Third time still missed
Third times the charm
Third time still missed
Third times the charm
Third time still missed
