Blind Spot

I remember the first time someone pulled me aside And said I need to control my temper I was always the one picking sides I knew who was right Couldn't hold my tongue if I knew better I always threw punches and put up a fight So why do I keep begging for you to treat me right? You could break my heart and I'd say thank you At least that means you think of me in some virtue I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger You could burn my house down, don't know what for And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not Are you mine or a blind spot? I hate that I waited all night for a conversation You had to beg me to have Being stood up hurts double When it took me a week to grieve that I called you back You always say sorry then fuck up as fast So why am I giving you chances to mend something We never really had? You could break my heart and I'd say thank you At least that means you think of me in some virtue I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger You could burn my house down, don't know what for And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not Are you mine or a blind spot? Are you mine or a blind spot? It's dangerous And reckless It's everything and manic It's all because It's all because it's you It's dangerous It's toxic It's psycho and manic It's everything I hate because it's you You could break my heart and I'd say thank you At least that means you think of me in some virtue I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger Rather let you hurt me than love another stranger You could burn my house down, don't know what for And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not Are you mine or my blind spot? Are you mine or my blind spot?