You Might Not Like Her

If you would've told me I'd throw away my purity ring in the middle of an airport My younger self would laugh, would never believe that It's against everything that we stood for She'd hate that I've smoked weed and cussed frequently And she'd try to convert everyone I call a bestie You'll throw shots in the dark and blackout at a bar There'll be good and there'll be bad parts Someday you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic Some guy'll break your heart and you'll feel manic Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets Say you're doing okay and really mean it You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you For a while, you might not like her, but I do Some days feel like whiplash One eighties, and you'll hate that You'll label yourself just to take it back Convinced you're not bi 'cause you're way too into guys And the first time you have sex, you'll cry You'll sometimes skip meals and numb how you feel And you'll miss the old you, but here's the deal That good girl you were was really fucking bad at being real Someday you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic Some guy'll break your heart and you'll feel manic Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets Say you're doing okay and really mean it You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you And for a while, you might not like her, but I do (Whoa, whoa) You might not like her, you might not like her (Whoa, whoa) You might not like her, you might not like her Someday you'll think you disappoint your parents But they'll love you, not despite but regardless Then you'll learn to let people have shitty opinions And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets Say you're doing okay and really mean it You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you And for a while, you might not like her, but I do