Back To You

Yeah, I got to many thoughts in my head lately Ain't have enough of you in my bed lately Everything's different this year it's been crazy But honestly I don't know who I been lately 'Cause everything is different don't know what to do Everything is falling I'm running to you Lately I feel like I got nothing to lose I just hate the person I'm turning in too I wanna be what we was back in the days Back to all the times you would still ask me to stay Back against the wall you knew I had to be saved I was drinking back to back shit I guess I'm back to my ways well Everything changed so fast They say the love was never real if the pain don't last Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react I been losing touch just hoping you bring me back would you ... yeah, I got it yeah, Couldn't afford to be loved put us on layaway Hoping you'd stay hoping you'd waste away your time Waiting for me is wrong but still I hate to say We all addicted to something that takes the pain away But I'm tryna go back to the person I was Why do we act like it don't hurt when it does Know I disappeared when you needed me most Fuck, wish I coulda loved how you shoulda been loved Guess I just overthink and I over love Overreact so I never open up Over these feelings I never show enough You say your heart don't belong to me but I know it does Everything changed so fast They say the love was never real if the pain don't last Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react I been losing touch just hoping you bring Me back would you ... yeah ... I mean ... fuck