Lucky Man

I know I'm lucky man But I don't feel lucky, man Why can't I feel what I know? Still ain't got what I wanted, man Same cause, same sufferin' I know I reap what I sow I live off letters Grip this lecturn Give my lectures Watch these kids play Tetris Through my speech Like experts Uh Im gettin' old or whatever Really dunno if I'm better It's winter I cope with the weather Keep sayin' I'll go but I never Been busy still growin' some feathers It's taken more than my effort I think it's luck that I need A decade of just up and coming and still haven't come to my senses or peak Week after week Runnin' off too little sleep And stubborn belief that borders blindness Keepin' pace and workin' days with hopes the winds of fate will find us I get mad at God Watching billionaires Get to play astronaut God loves Musk and Bezos Don't those numbers say so Could turn a mill With all this breathe I waste On what I hate most I know I'm lucky man But I don't feel lucky, man Why can't I feel what I know? Still ain't got what I wanted, man Same cause, same sufferin' I know I reap what I sow I know I'm lucky man But I don't feel lucky, man Why can't I feel what I know? Still ain't got what I wanted, man Same cause, same sufferin' I know I reap what I sow It's all gunna end Before my retirement Play a sad song on the tiniest violin I get so tired I can't even cry a bit Get too much data with no time to file it These desperate urges surge up make me research crypto With leverage might get wrecked at 30x Or get rich quick though I don't know I'll work it out Know the odds they serve the house Live my life when work allows Got some drops and I'm thirsty now Know it's the love that I get that'll count when it's all said and done I wish this love would get me funds I'll send your cut when I get some I know I'm lucky man But I don't feel lucky, man Why can't I feel what I know? Still ain't got what I wanted, man Same cause, same sufferin' I know I reap what I sow I know I'm lucky man But I don't feel lucky, man Why can't I feel what I know? Still ain't got what I wanted, man Same cause, same sufferin' I know I reap what I sow Three known facts Fees loans tax Need more racks Beans bones stacks See what lacks See who gets the surplus Proceed to curse the system Count ways that it won't serve us Oops I forgot to slow down Busy makin' self pity feel profound When it's hitting There's enough for me and to go round Wishing in both hands Look how much I hold now Look how much I hold now Look how much I hold now