Panic!

I was walking down roads, beneath a rains cloud They was telling me that it showed, all on my face but One day, one day, when I was careless My feeling caught me off guard again (again) It's all bad, in my head, I feel I'll fall back Always feel this dread, deep in my heart But it's okay, if I'm not dead, I can keep going What I say to myself, but instead I start to panicking so frantic My mind can't handle the stress on my hand I feel so manic, I cannot handle I can't seem to manage a grip on my head (it's in my head) I feel it raining down on my mental I'm into deep, body filled up with dread I know it's harmless, but I cannot help it, I'm helpless I feel I might as well just be dead Oh, please let me be calm this one time I don't wanna bleed my thoughts out again Please don't overthink things just this one time Someone can you let me pretend? Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out Baby, this is the end, no turning back now I don't wanna be stuck in my head no Let's just call it the end (this is the end) Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out Baby, this is the end, no turning back now I don't wanna be stuck in my head no Let's just call it the end When I'm feeling every single heart beat Pounding in my chest until it explodes The clock is ticking up 'til eternity Drowning in sweat, my heartbeat just goes I don't want to stay here, no longer I feel like a stranger standing in my skin With that blood soaked feeling Piercing through my armor Knees getting weak, my hands is feeling thin Too often, I'm left too cautious, feel my energy gone And I'm lost and anxious once again Do it all at the cost of feeling Like a thousand knives piercing every part My sanity I said Oh, please let me be calm this one time I don't wanna bleed my thoughts out again Please don't overthink things just this one time Someone can you let me pretend? Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out Baby, this is the end, no turning back now I don't wanna be stuck in my head no Let's just call it the end (this is the end) Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out Baby, this is the end, no turning back now I don't wanna be stuck in my head no Let's just call it the end (this is the end) Let's not jump off the bridge now Let's talk about the problems between you and me Let's be honest, this is all that we need You can talk now, this is our therapy