Adolescence

Side by side I look around and I have nothing left I know why Kept these things so long inside my chest I can't lie Nothing more makes me want to change Close my eyes adolescence wasn't free As I grow old I Remember so much My hearts grown cold and I'm bitter to the touch When I was young adolescence wasn't free Trying to hold each moment before it left me I Think back to those days When I was scared and alone No place to feel no place to call my home Memory Remember oh so clear Reverie Distracts me from my fears Severing Adolescent years Weight is heavily Flooding inside of my ears Side by side I look around and I have nothing left I know why Kept these things so long inside my chest I can't lie Nothing more makes me want to change Close my eyes Wait for the days to carry me As I grew older I noticed the change in me This boulder Blocking my head to think Ran from my past And it caught up I've broken the cast But the problems Seem to always last I'm not honored Go live on this life With my eyes shut Sit alone in your thoughts Jot down everything in your head Things are gone things are lost Contemplate over again Side by side