Black Kelly Clarkson

Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head All I see is red Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head All I see is red Violence in my head Violence in my head When I was 14 I got robbed and wanted a gun so I can protect myself When I was 12 my cousin showed me the gun he had stashed in the closet shelf Fox News told me the violence due to all the latest rap songs My father told me not to play in the grass cause a man stabbed in the front lawn Murder ma murder ma murder Homicide homicide homicide The thing making black people relevant The same thing that's leaving us traumatized Black pain is romanticized Whitewashed then it's monetized I don't care about your white feelings I won't move or apologize I am not here to be sociable Been on the edge and emotional Pulling my triggers I'm still in my feelings So tell me the fuck am I supposed to do At a peaceful protest Why the fuck am I here again I looked down at my brown skin Realized I was struggling with all this Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head All I see is red Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head Violence in my head All I see is red Violence in my head Violence in my head Could it be criminalization 9 Percent of U.S. population makes up 34 percent of incarceration Could it be coincidence or are black people criminal by nature Lack of wealth and good education From generation To generation To generation To generation To generation To generation To generation To generation To generation To gener I'm filled with love and not hatred I'm diplomatic and patient I hold my arms up for peace Not systematic salvation This ain't the time to be quiet Truth is I'm not above violence Revolution through the riots Till white supremacy abolished Maybe this shit is survival Way that I'm thinking is vital This is how the country made me I'm the American Idol