Last Life

Dig em out Out Skeletons inside my closet had to dig em out Finished with regretting cause regression I can live without All I felt was pressure and I molded to what came around Til I learned my lesson I'm confessing what I truly found I'm holding on To my past life Its hard to act right When I can't stand myself at all Is this my last life Cause I can't take this anymore Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place Better off without you I'm left astray And I swear That I wish I cared less I was far too obsessed with you And I can't Think of what was unsaid Cause it doesn't make sense with you Spent too much time on you no it wasn't worth it Every time you're out of line made me think that I deserve it Why should I apologize when you left me here deserted All you do is tell me lies hidden underneath the surface It was hard for me I was lost too deep In a place I can't get out And the thoughts I reap Were the cost of me Tryna figure out just why I'm holding on To my past life Its hard to act right When I can't stand myself at all Is this my last life Cause I can't take this anymore Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place Better off without you I'm left astray And I swear That I wish I cared less I was far too obsessed with you And I can't Think of what was unsaid Cause it doesn't make sense with you I swear I swear I swear I don't care I don't care I don't care I'm holding on To my past life Its hard to act right When I can't stand myself at all Is this my last life Cause I can't take this anymore Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place Better off without you I'm left astray And I swear That I wish I cared less I was far too obsessed with you And I can't Think of what was unsaid Cause it doesn't make sense with you