Eyelids

You packed your shit up and dammit, I miss us Maybe a hiccup or maybe a mistrust It's hard to share without fallin' to pieces You don't care, I know it's all on me And now I got a few women, swimmin' in my bed And none of them are you, I understand But why is this so easy for you? Does it destroy you? Don't paint me out to be anything I can never be your everything, I Don't like this, no, I don't buy it Push me to the side, just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm bein' left out to bleed, I Won't fight this, I'll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids I know I've been pathetic I know it's embarrassing Grab me the kerosene I'll pour it on everything This shit's gonna bury me I'll watch it all burn And I've been actin' on emotion, damn Everybody sees it, I've been fallin' down Lost a lot of friends and now they're fallin' out Dug another hole that I'll be crawlin' out of And now I got a few women, I've been swimmin' inside Anything to get you off my mind But why is this like nothing to you? How do I get through to you? I've been takin' longer strides Without you right here by my side But why is this so easy for you? Does it destroy you? Don't paint me out to be anything I can never be your everything, I Don't like this, no, I don't buy it Push me to the side, just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm bein' left out to bleed, I Won't fight this, I'll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids So, don't you dare say that we're okay You took the hand that pulled you out of the grave But you won't admit And that's all I get So, right here we sit With this sin on our lips Don't paint me out to be anything I can never be your everything, I Don't like this, no, I don't buy it Push me to the side, just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm bein' left out to bleed, I Won't fight this, I'll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids Don't paint me out to be anything I can never be your everything, I Don't like this, no, I don't buy it Push me to the side, just another night of silence Tear me down terribly I can see that I'm bein' left out to bleed, I Won't fight this, I'll just keep quiet Everything is fine when I hide behind my eyelids