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Dishonest
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Dishonest was released on August 26, 2022 by CRG as a part of the album Dishonest - Single
August 26, 2022
LabelCRG
LanguageEnglish
BPM87
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

10 missed calls wish they were from you
Don't know how to say it cause I'm scared of the truth
To be honest I'm dishonest but it's not just with you
Been doing it my whole life but I'm tryna be new
Got you in my skin like my favorite tattoo
You're always on my mind what the fuck imma do
I deny it try to hide it but I know you see through
I look you in the eyes, forget all of that I knew
Don't want to call so I brush it off and I just text you
Been tryna move on since the day that I first met you
I'm trying different drugs turn reality to fiction
But before you showed me love I had never got addicted
Usually I'm moving tryna find the next adventure
But you got me in my head like I hope this lasts forever
Used to look for an out cause love was too much pressure
But for you I was feeling we could make it through whatever
I'm pushing down my feelings till it tears me to shreds
You're the first thing in a while that could make it makes sense
But you're still making me spiral you're never not in my head
I started smoking all day just so I could forget
Cautious cause I know just how this would end
I tell you and you say you that it was all just pretend
You're the type to treat me right
Type to walk right in my life
Type to make me alive
Then rip my heart out my chest
I don't think it could get any better than you
I turn my head I think I see a silhouette and it's you
Every other guy I would just love me in his eyes
I never got attached till you saw right passed my disguise
You know me better than you probably know most people
Being with you is my favorite and it's always so peaceful
When I'm with you it's like time disappears
You still make me nervous even though it's been years, but
I'm dishonest, you know that I want this
I tell you about these other guys so you can think that I've got it
But I'm dishonest, you're all I've ever wanted
You're the moon I'm shooting for on my homemade rocket
It's like you're looking at me blue but I'm telling you I'm purple
You see right through it all but choose to jump over the hurdles
We don't have to say it because I know we'll still make it
You're my best-friend and you've always been so patient
Was thinking that this was another one-sided thing
But we've been through every season with each other since spring
I don't ever have to ask, you know what I think
But I kinda still wish that we would say what we think
You make me feel like you walked straight out of a dream
Try not to show but I care way more than it seems
Yeah, you were my familiar like I'm having deja vu
Have I been here with you because I'm so confused
Now I'm feeling like just apart of your issues
So when we talk I know I could never really fix you
I'm thinking maybe I started to rub off on you
Cause when I ask you're becoming dishonest too
But I'm dishonest, you know that I want this
I'm lying tryna make the way I feel just fucking stop and
I'm dishonest, you're all I ever wanted
I'd risk it all for you, every dollar in my pocket
I'm dishonest, you're all I've ever wanted
We're watching stars outside and I'm wishing on a comet
But I'm dishonest you're all I've ever wanted
You're the moon I'm shooting for on my homemade rocket
Written by: Christiana Giardino
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