Eraser

Erase me Delete me like the pictures on your phone Sedate me Forgetting names of people I should know You know what I've been through From the start, this post-traumatic stress is exactly why I'm falling apart Forced to suffer and forced into constant pain I'll try my best to help you fully understand And I can't help that I'm the way I am And I can't help that I wasn't what you planned I fucked up, I'm hopeless, I'm hanging by a thread I'm beaten, I'm broken, I wish that I was dead Erase me Delete me like the pictures on your phone Sedate me (can't escape) Forgetting names of people I should know Make me irrelevant, must be a pessimist, maybe? Exposing my skeleton, just an experiment, crazy? Yeah Erase me I've forgotten how to do the things I love Sinking deeper and deeper into the couch With no hope or an instinct of trying to get out I'm lost, and I'm lonely, this isn't a home Because I feel like I'm nothing, or so that I'm told I can, I can't, I can I fucking want to smile again But you don't know how it feels to think you've lost all your friends Abandoned, discouraged, with nowhere to go You think you know where to find me? I'll be lost in the smoke Help me Find my way out, looking for a way out Help me I just can't believe that I'm feeling this way again You promised me I wouldn't Feel anything like I'm detached from emotion Help me leave this fucking hell I'll leave behind this empty shell What do I do when I don't even believe in myself? I've lost my fucking mind, and it's forever burning in hell Burn in hell Erase me Delete me like the pictures on your phone Sedate me (can't escape) Forgetting names of people I should know Make me irrelevant Must be a pessimist Exposing my skeleton, just an experiment, crazy? Yeah Erase me I've forgotten how to do the things I love Erase me