Uncertainty

Why is it that time will heal Is it just that we forget We don't allow ourselves to feel and not regret I bury my pain, to run away from my mistakes Feel the weight of all the choices I don't make Tried so many times to fight uncertainty Wish I had strength to say no I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times before Did I mistake apathy for wisdom Did my restraint keep me from growing I've let my strength become my weakness Please don't give up on me, I won't give up on me My hope became my misery An emptiness inside of me and I'm the only one to blame My life is mine to reclaim Tried so many times to fight uncertainty Wish I had strength to say no I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times before Action instead of reaction Is the key to all of this, but it's all easier said than done I will try Accepting defeat, not rejecting Is the only way to strive, the only way to feel alive I will try Tried so many times to fight uncertainty Wish I had strength to say no I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times I feel I tried a thousand times before Tried so many times to fight uncertainty Wish I had strength to say no I will try a million more I will try a million more