I Think I'm Okay

I scratch and claw every day And I am far from okay I plow ahead and take it on the chin But, I ignore what they say Make moves in silence my way I'd kill myself before I let them win Come on in I'm not sure why you'd want to walk in these shoes A monster driving everything that I do I look around and all I see is smoke I'm not the one you want to try and provoke I'd lay this whole world to waste So I could give you a taste Swallow it down until you choke on it Distorted image of self In my own personal hell It's obvious I never dealt with it But the truth always comes out Despite my thrashing about It's plain to see I'm finally leaning in Not again I'm not sure why you'd want to walk in these shoes A monster driving everything that I do I look around and all I see is smoke I'm not the one you want to try and provoke I'd lay this whole world to waste So I could give you a taste Swallow it down until you choke on it People will throw you away This whole thing feels like a game I swear to God you won't believe this shit God damn But, I will never back down I always turn it around My skin is burning and the fuse it lit I'm not sure why you'd want to walk in these shoes A monster driving everything that I do I look around and all I see is smoke I'm not the one you want to try and provoke I'm not the one you want to try and provoke I'm not the one you want to try and provoke