In Sensitivity

I've cried everyday this week I've decided that sensitivity is my biggest Strength Happiness is hard for me It's something that I work at everyday What happens next? I can't figure that out My voice always gives when I need it most I always give up when I Can't figure out the next part Can't figure it out I can't figure it out When my thoughts cut out for minutes at a time I almost wonder if that's what meditation Feels like But then again I know it's not that Positive or special I just can't ever seem to cope with My life Been practicing Mindfulness Actively trying to live in present tense But it's still hard to Make sense of it when I I'm not thinking straight No I'm not thinking straight I'm not thinking straight I'm not thinking straight I'm not thinking straight