Modified

Yeah, high off the pain and the sadness (sadness) There's no comfort in the panic (panic) Calm me down, I need a Xanax I'm on the edge, and I don't wanna take my chances, yeah New year, new loss I've been tryna get across, lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah Same dream, same cost And I work 'til I exhaust every option, every want This is me wondering Why I'm empty, then it hit me I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah) Yeah, act like I'm sane, but it's tragic (tragic) Vicious cycle like an addict (addict) I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged Hey, I'm bottled up, hard to manage And sick of everybody, 'cause nobody's understanding I don't wanna talk, 'cause I know what they'd be saying Maybe it's too late One foot in my grave Could it be my fault? I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified Life hitting me like a freight train After this shit, I'll never be the same Lost a good thing and it all changed Now I look around, need something to blame Something to blame, something to blame After this shit, I'll never be the same Be the same, be the same, now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Blame I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah) modified (Modified, ah-ah) (Modified, ah-ah)