Know My Loneliness

I hold this inside I'm scared that I might just suffer alone until I die I'm far from the light; there's no one in sight And I don't know how to feel right How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness I'm severing ties and I don't know why I'm watching the days roll into nights It's never the time, I guess that it's fine I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind There's never a reason, it might be the season I'm caught in a feeling I can't shake now It's not any secret, I struggle to speak up I think I might erupt, someone save me How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness I was waiting on the right time to be honest and talk about everything but then Someone told me there's no right time; just now This is all I've got, give it one more shot Now I know next time things fall apart This is all I've got, give it one more shot If I mess things up, I'll just restart How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness