Fallen

I'm falling I wish you would just let me go And I can't help it Just wanna be left alone I'm falling I wish you would just let me go I can't help it Just wanna be (just wanna be, just-) R-A-V! (Let's go) So let me fall, then (yeah!) Summer's gone, it feels hella foreign You go from resenting often To presenting awful reasons for your septic comments Then, when I fail to accept your optics You weaponize feelings in a messed up cobweb Hijacking narratives, amended the lock books Your tactics at best are awkward (Maybe we could let this slide) Adverse, pure pesticide My therapist can tеstify That some fears best left inside 'Til they festered, and I erased my sense of pride I sequestered And developed an abscess (uh) Took on your role and accepted your practice (what) Now all I seem to do is judge myself in your absence (I do!) Swimming in circles with my head facing backwards Drown and drown, I'm breathing out You never thought of calming down, to hear me out But I'm gone alone right now, here right now And despite us falling out, you're reaching out Demanding your attention still, relentless spiel Bending my will with vengeful scripts, dispensed in shrills You push so hard I tend to yield, expressing guilt Take the fall and claim "My fault", and never heal But Fuck you and fuck all that! Yo, I'm talking my worth back I'm taking myself beyond your grasp Outside your spiteful ways and gaslighting ass, going Fuck you and fuck all that, mm! Fuck you and fuck all that, mm! Fuck you and fuck all that, mm! Fuck you and fuck all that Yo, I'm putting my foot down (word) I will learn to love myself now (uh) You're entitled to your own truth I'm entitled to think you're foul (yeah) I'm allowed to wearing a smile I won't let you push poison in my ears Toying with my fears, choice is clear and profound I don't need you around, ayy R-A-V