Bloom & Disconnect

Bedroom floor I'm isolated All alone My mind is racing Faster and faster Towards devastation And I wish these walls could talk You know I'd let them What's left to lose? 'Til the last of your friends turn to strangers With each passing year You learn to bloom and disconnect So spare me one last "see you around" Am I just something worth forgetting about? And if I can I'll find a way to leave this bed for you But what's the use In all you do? My cautious conscience Gets in and out of my way Harboring resentment Right down to every last mistake Push comes to compromise Until we shut our eyes 'Til the last of your friends turn to strangers With each passing year You learn to bloom and disconnect So spare me one last "see you around" Now I'm just someone worth forgetting And if I can't speak Just take the words right out my mouth Because I'm so weak That I can't stand up by myself And if you're not here I'll say goodbye with someone else Because I'm so And now you're so What difference does it make If the grass is greener When I lie beneath it? I wrote a note left it on the desk And you know the rest We grew up too fast So in another ten years I won't outgrow all my fears But I can hope for a few less We grew up too fast And if I can't speak Just take the words right out my mouth Because I'm so weak That I can't stand up by myself And if you're not here I'll say goodbye with someone else Because I'm so And now you're so Weak And if I can't speak Just take the words right out my mouth Because I'm so weak That I can't stand up by myself And if you're not here I'll say goodbye with someone else Because I'm so And now you're so