End of the Masquerade

J'ai une âme solitaire It seems this lasts forever... But I don't know when it's started I think I got used to it But it's not well too And to be honest, it's like a sure thing That I'm one foot in the grave I feel powerless to make this go away I'm doomed... The jig is up! I'm a man on the edge Impulse has come. It's the end of the masquerade I've carried enough... Like the weight of the whole universe This black poison took everything from me! You may say I'm a coward, but I don't care... As long as you're not inside you won't understand I want to live! I want to love! But it pulsates everyday and leads me to a nowhere land Ça détruit la joie de vivre! I am surely fucked up, but the world is more insane So forgive me... Now you know I'm a wreckage by myself Just tryin' to grin and bear it, but there's nothing left I can't stand it anymore! So may the winds blow off all the remains that left Then may the sun rise up to cleanse my sins Well, I don't care. And may the flames devour my soul 'Cause I am tired of being, need to rest... So please, let me go! My last confession will be short REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU...