Surrender

My thoughts interfere with my evolution Am I really here, or just an illusion Each day is the same, I wake up in pain And repeat what I fear, with no resolution I'm not ready to come down I don't wanna feel right now What if I just float around up here forever I'm not ready to let go 'Cause I don't really wanna know What it's like to lose control and surrender The voice inside my head sounds just like you And I do what it says even though I don't want to I'm not ready to come down I don't wanna feel right now What if I just float around up here forever I'm not ready to let go 'Cause I don't really wanna know What it's like to lose control and surrender I just wanted something true But I lost myself when I found you I'm not ready to come down I'm just gonna float around Call you when I hit the ground and surrender Each day is the same, I wake up insane And repeat what I fear, with no resolution I'm not ready to come down I don't wanna feel right now Am I gonna float around up here forever When I'm ready to let go You will be the first to know Feel like I am getting close to surrender I just wanted something true But I lost myself when I found you I'm not ready to come down I'm just gonna float around Call you when I hit the ground and surrender The past, it is real, and it's living inside you This pain, it can heal, you can change if you want to