I Can't Stand Myself

When I get home, please leave me alone Just leave me a plate, don't try to stay Up with me cuz I'll be up late I might not come to bed at all I'll just fall asleep where I lay So I don't have to lie to your face I can't stand myself when I'm with you This isn't who I really am It's not my job to make you happy It's not my goal to make you sad I can't stand myself I can't stand myself when I'm with you Look at me, what's it say Let me see, don't play games Somethings going on cuz I've seen the way Your face lights up when your phone goes off You smile like it's Christmas Day So what's his name? Do you think I'm blind? I can't stand myself when I'm with you This isn't who I really am It's not my job to make you happy It's not my goal to make you sad I can't stand myself I can't stand myself when I'm with you How did you become so easy to ignore Every day I hate myself a little more When I look at you I can not take the pain I just wanna run away Seven years, countless lies Endless tears, and sleepless nights It isn't what you had in mind I'm sorry for wasting your time I hope you find someone better I can't stand myself when I'm with you You show me who I really am It's not your job to make me happy God knows you tried with all you had I can't stand myself I can't stand myself I can't stand myself I can't stand myself for losing you I can't stand myself for losing you