I been looking right around town looking for a sign

Second city for me in a half a years time

Far from who I was but that don't mean I'm fine

It's still a lot of shit that I be fighting in my mind

Like who the fuck I am?

Or why the fuck I'm here?

Or how come every time I try to drive I never steer?

Maybe I just don't know how

Maybe it's not now

But that type of thinking hurts when you feel so well endowed

Cuz really I feel blessed, like I was born to be famous

But that leads to arrogance and acting out shameless

I burned a lot of bridges that I didn't have to it ain't painless

I promise I still think about the love I just wasted

But I'm still

I'm stepping on these rodents til they squeal

There ain't no room inside me for appeal

If I feel like I don't like you then it's fuck you

I'll never let you sit behind the wheel

I seen a lot of people come up quick & leave us even faster

Now I know their life was a disaster

Life's a game of credit, you can do you, but you payin for it after

Don't think you can float up to the rafters

I'm in another city like I said

Just buying time until I end up dead

It's a ticking clock

I can hear it go tick tock inside my head

So I'm scrolling on some loose leaf instead

Tryna slow it down

Feel like I'm a kid but I'm one year from a gown

And the world is coming down

Dancing with a phantom and I'm really hoping Danny put him down cuz I think he understand what I'm about

But soon enough the world gon have to know

Everything I'm thinking, & not just when I'm drinking

And they gon have to see me when they log on social media living out all of my dreams like I visited a genie

For me it's about pride

Taking shit in stride

Looking at my peers laughing at em like

"You tried!"

To me this shit come easy I make chicken while I'm fried &

Y'all collared by the green that's why you always on the side

It's about experience, so

Tell me what you've tried

Tell me where you been

Tell me bout the ride

Tell me how you acted when it wasn't all right & the way that you maneuvered through the battle and the fight

Or tell me did you hide?

A lot of people do and so do I

I look at my reflection through a blind

It's like I can't see, who I'm meant to be it's wild

But I keep the faith because I know I'm papa's child

I'm a canine

Bro said if you don't got it take mine

Real love don't conform to state lines

They thought I was an option til I started weighing mine

Blowing up like soldiers stepping on a land mine

So it's fuck em